the King

2010-12-06T00:38:00.000+08:00

some times, i really had the urge of telling you how much i miss you......sigh.

2010-11-07T14:10:00.001+08:00

Just when i thought that i am fine. One message came by and my heart starts to beat twice as fast.

2010-11-01T23:03:00.004+08:00

It's been more than a month since me and juan broken up. My emotion has gotten stable compared to the beginning. Having said that, i had removed her from my facebook friend list. Reason for doing so is that i couldn't take it seeing her with another man. Ya, they may not be officially together, but it don't change the fact she is already seeing somebody else not long after we break up. That feelings sucks man. It makes me feel like what we had was nothing that she could just let it off in an instance.

Well, of course i am glad she moved on rather than moping for the broken relationship. I should be glad that she has found someone that make her happy isn't it? Yes, i should, but it ain't easy to cope with such feelings. So what is the best thing i can do? Run away from everything. Without knowing it, at least i won't feel hurt and at the same time, she could be happy with who she wanna be with or what she wanna do.

So this is how the story of Quan & Juan ends. Ended not very beautifully, but we did once shared something nice. Like holding her hand, dashing thru the rain to look for dim sum shop at china town when we were still good friends. Like how i snatch her kiss while we were at power house during regine's 19th birthday. Me quietly fond of her despite her rejecting me few times. We finally got together after i asked Auntie Janet's permission to date her daughter. How we spent our 2009 xmas and 2010 new year. Like how she plan a day of surprises for me on my 25th birthday. And how we spent her 21st birthday and 1 year anniversary at Tioman, Malaysia. And how we spent 2days 1 night trip at batam. All this will be kept deep inside and sealed with one last love for her.

Despite how we behave like strangers now, we once had a beautiful moments together will forever be a fact not fantasy. Even though i still miss her from time to time now, i still stay strong and walk the remaining path of my life without her. I might be still halting at that cross road where we had separated watching her walking away, but i know one day i will turn my head away and walk the opposite direction.

All i can say is.... may our path cross again, be it as friends, colleagues or lovers.........

2010-10-04T01:04:00.002+08:00

Maybe no one is viewing my blog anymore as i did not update for months.

Things were great since my last post till 24th Sep 2010. Juan and i broke off. It is painful, even right now after 9 days and 10 nights. Even right now, i still couldn't believe it. I had been an irritating ex, i couldn't let go. I tried to call her, sms her and even went over once to find her in hope to salvage our relationship, but she is determine about it. My actions was irritating, childish and selfish. Is not that i don't respect her decision, is just that i don't want to lose her. She did say we can still be friends, but will it really happen? Maybe months later.

Ya, maybe things did changed. Not that we had no more love, but maybe we did spent too much time together.

Each time i think about walking a separate ways with her hurts. I do mean each time. I did went out with friends like Eric, his girl and Kirk whenever they are available, but she is still on my mind all the time. I really wish she is still here for me. I regretted what i had done. Well, i can't turn back time...

I really wish that i receive a text message from her one day and ask me out. And she would hug me in her arms and tell me how much she misses me. I know that won't happen, she is a strong girl. She will do better than me. I am much weaker compared to her. I have no courage to endure all this, but i am force to. Sometimes, it feels so painful that i feel like giving up. Grab a sharp object and stab it on my chest(i won't do that, just a description). Seriously, it hurts badly this time. Maybe i really did put in the most on her. Even though it did not turn out great, but i did not regret giving her my everything, because i know our 18months together were all real. She did a lot for me too. I'm grateful.

If i really have another chance to be with her in the future, i swear i will make things damn right for us this time. I ain't sure if that is gonna happen, but to be honest.....she is really special. Don't think i could find someone equivalent. I love her laughter, i love the way she forced plucking my hairs, i love the way she asked me to carry her to toilet when she is lazy to walk, i love her taking initiatives, i love the way she teases me, i love the way she sleeps, i love the way she asked me for help, i love her clumsiness, i love how she text me in the morning. I just love the way she loved me.

"Baby, i know i shouldn't call you that anymore. If you happen to read this post someday, i just wanna tell you that, i have been loving you since the day i started to know you after chatting on MSN. and as silly as it seem, i will carry on to do so, quietly.... Even though we may have someone new in our life, but you are one girl who i really put in the most in chasing you, liking you and loving you. Memories we had will never be forgotten, and if someday somebody were to ask me who you ever loved the most, the answer would be you. Even i don't really wish to leave, but i sincerely bless you in whatever you are doing, and if someday we really happen to fall in love once more, i will make it right and will not let this happen again. I love you baby. One thing that will never change."

2010-05-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

i feel like being in your arms.

2010-03-31T03:16:00.008+08:00

It's not been a very good month for me. First, my result, although i some how expected it, i'm still not very satisfy with it.

Accounting - A
Java - A
Business Excel - A
IDEAS - B+
Marketing - C+
Statistic - C+

overall GPA drop from 3.645 to 3.479.

Secondly, my passport. I had an upcoming trip next month and so i went online to apply my passport. Normally, it would take 3 working days but as for me; i first apply it on the 10th march and only get hold of my passport(finally) on 29th march.

Here's the story.

I try to apply via online. The detail required are IC no. , IC issue date and previous passport expiry date. Entered the detail as required and it return with error stating that the passport expiry date is wrong. I double check it and re-entered it, same result. I try again for the 3rd time - same.
When i wanna try the 4th time, this time it reply that because i've error for 3 times, i have to wait 24hrs to re-apply.

OK, nvm. My trip is at 14th april, i can wait for a day or 2. Next day, try again. SAME! after 3 tries, again tell me need to wait 24hrs. Of course this time i won't wanna wait. I send ICA the error and a screenshot of my passport expiry date.

On the 15th march week(forget which day), ICA called and told me that i should enter a expiry date given by them instead(although i don't know why), so i do as told, this time it works, applied and paid and happily expecting the appointment for collection.

On the 23rd afternoon, ICA called. They told me i have not submitted my certificate of renunciation aka Form K. from malaysia(which i suppose to do so at 2008) so they cannot release my passport until i do so. The reason i did not submit the form k was not because i'm lazy to go down to ICA, it was because malaysia did not mail me anything with regards on collecting it! I told ICA that malaysia embassy told me that it is still processing but ICA wanted a memo from them if i cannot produce the form K. Immediately after i ended the call with ICA, i call malaysia embassy to check on my form K as the last time i check was roughly half a year ago. That woman took down my details and told me that she will call back after she check; Well, as expected- i did not recieve a call at the end of the day.

The next day, i called again. This time a different woman answer, she did the same thing- ask for my details and tell me that she will call back after she check and she did call back after 1hour, but telling me that she could not find my form k(i did my renunciation on 2007, it supposed to be ready within a year, but......this is what i get from them). It was like "what the hell man". She told me she would check through once more and call me back.

Waited and Waited, its friday(26th march). I have yet to recieve any calls from them. I'm quite stress up as in less than 3 weeks times i'm leaving Singapore. This time i tried emailing Malaysia embassy and hope for a quick reply but...nothing.

On the next monday(29th march). Even though i did not recieve any letter from whoever, i make my way down to malaysia embassy located nearby tiong bahru area. Went over and explain the situation, they gave me a memo to submit to ICA. The memo stated - Please extend to April 2011 etc. Cab down from there to ICA and submit all this nonsense and get my passport, because it only extend the submission date to april 2011, my passport expiry date is only given to april 2011. If malaysia can't produce my form K every year, i would need to repeat this process annually to keep my passport active.

At least for now, i have my passport already. My worries are gone. Now i can happily wait for 14th april and have fun there with yijuan for 2 special occasion- which is her 21st birthday and our 1 year anniversary.

Talking about us, things isn't going too well for us lately. Maybe i'm too selfish that cause all our arguments, but i don't know. Lately the interval between our quarrels is very short. With additional boost from her slave driving shift work(which is temporary for march and april), I had not manage to spend much time with her at all. With everything that comes in together, i felt very mentally depressed. Especially when there is often last minute delay of our meet ups. Deep in my heart, i know yijuan had did nothing wrong, as work tied her up in the office, she couldn't meet me sooner, i truly understand that; but when it happen too frequently,well.. almost daily, i couldn't help but to make a fuss over it and that's how our quarrels started. She is tired and pressured by work and i'm frustrated. That is how 2 stones create sparks and eventually fire.

Some people may think that i shouldn't be so inconsiderate towards my own girl but when you are in this position, i'm sure most of us would lose to our emotions too. I admit that i'm still very glued to my girl. Since our relationship started till this shift work started, we've been meeting almost everyday(99%) without fail. but lately, i couldnt spend my time with her. Most of the time she is stuck in the office and after work, she would be too tired to spend time with me. And she is like working 7days a week. I really miss her and miss the precious time with her.

Both of us has spoken out, even though we've been quarreling a lot, we both know that our love is still there and going to work it out. I'm trying hard to avoid pressuring her and try to be more understanding. Just hope things will work out fine and smooth sailing once again after this crisis.

I love you baby. Sorry for a bad month i've given to you. I hope this coming April and thereafter will be better for us.

2010-02-28T16:04:00.012+08:00

Its been so damn long since i last posted. Am i that busy? I doubt so, ha-ha.. more to lazy than busy. My last post was on 24th November 09, meaning i miss out the whole of December, January and February. Let me summarize them, i don't really remember everything too.

December

Had my mid-semester test between 7th Dec to 11th Dec, and a short vacation from then to 4th Jan 10'. Well, nothing much happen from 11th to Xmas except for something not very pleasant but anyway it is over. I joined Juan and her secondary school classmates to count down for Xmas at West coast park. I don't remember everything in detail, but i remember we couldn't finish the food.

On Xmas day, Juan had to attend her friend's wedding as she is one of the "Sisters". I went shopping with her for some "stuffs" she and her "sisters" need for the pranks at Plaza Singapura. Went home later on and that's it for my Xmas, LOL!

January

Went Clarke Quay for 2010 countdown with Juan, Regine + BF, Ying Liang and Claudia. Initially, we had no plan to club but in the end, we still ended up in Rebel. Just about 20mins after 12 mid-night, Claudia K.O. from one cup of Vodka(don't remember what drink, is alcohol can liao). Hahaha!! Ended up we spend the rest of the time by the road and watch a cat fight between 3women and a man.

On the same day, we went to my sister's place for swimming and sun tanning.

On 9th Jan, went ECP with Juan, Reub, Shan, Ling, Samuel to celebrate my birthday (even though they didn't say so but i knew it already lah, hahaha.) Met shan+reub first to do some rollerblading. That noob shan really make me laugh lo, roll backward some more, HAHA!!!

Noob

Had dinner with them at nearby coffee shop and receive a advance birthday present from them. Best and most practical present and i love it - $100 cash :)

Thanks to you guy/girls.

On 11th Jan, my class celebrate the Jan babies birthday at food court 6 during our 2hours break, the 4 Jan babies consist of PK(11th Jan), Mei Qi(11th Jan), Yan Ling(15th Jan) and myself(13th Jan).

On 13th, baby took leave to celebrate my birthday. Met her after my class end at 11.30a.m. She surprise me with a bouquet of flower as the first gift, and we took train to orchard.

Baby brought me to a restaurant for lunch at Shaw, the restaurant is call Dong Hai. We ordered hell lot of dishes like it is free, apart from the good food, their service is very good too,i rate 5stars for their service and 4stars for food. :)

After the wonderful meal, we took our time and strolled to Cineleisure and baby took me to K-Box and we had a 4-hours session of singing.

Singing ended at about 7p.m.+ and baby say she is gonna bring me to the last place for my last gift of my birthday, she told me the place is at P.S but wouldn't want to let me know where or what she is gonna do or buy. I kept pester her for clue and finally i guessed it when we are nearby 313, she was planning to buy me an iPhone!!! Of course i wouldn't want her to spend so much to get me a phone which cost $500+. I insisted that she shouldn't buy me a phone because she had spent quite a lot on that day for me. We went to 313 and walk around instead. At about 9p.m.+ we went home and that's it for my birthday. Thanks baby for a wonderful day, you don't need to buy me expensive gifts to please me, just stay by my side and love me would be the best present.... i love you.

on 24th, went to Claudia's 21st birthday party with Juan and her friends.

28th, had our marketing presentation, i don't think i perform well that day but we did manage to score A for that presentation thanks to Kevin's wonderful written report. Went New-York New-York with the class at City-link to have our dinner after that.

February

On 10th, had reunion dinner with my family as bro and sis were going back to Malaysia for CNY.

On 14th, which is CNY day 1 and Vday, met Juan, June and Auntie Janet at Lot 1 for movie after their CNY visits. We watched True Legend, quite a interesting show lah, story line very normal but a lot of fighting scenes.

On 15th, went to baby's auntie's place for dinner and played some MJ with baby's cousin, auntie and mum.

On 16th, met Kirk, Eric and Eric's new GF Tiffany for dinner at 167. Had a nice catch up with them. :)

On 18th and 19th, had my first 2 paper which is Business Excel and Java respectively. Met baby on 19th after my paper ended at 7.30p.m. and went over to Vivocity to buy our iPhones. Waited 2hours for our turn and we are the last customer to leave the shop..LOL!

We bought 32GB black iPhones, baby trade-in her E71 for $200 and with a $50 voucher and the net payable price is $418. I had a $100 voucher but no trade-in, so my net payable is $568, but i had sold my iPod Touch to baby's sister for $150, so the net payable for me is the same as baby, $418.

We bought gar-skins for our phone on istyles.com too.

Our's

Baby's

Mine

Gonna have one more paper on 2nd march before my vacation start and i should go and study for my statistics now....Will update soon...

CIAOS

2009-11-24T18:02:00.006+08:00

Just bought a new pc system on sunday evening with my brother and juan at sim lim square.
As i mention that i am selling Angela(my previous system) to baby, i need to get a new system for myself.

Total price was $1258 exclusive of the ram,hard disk and cpu my brother gave me. If include the ram and cpu, it would cost roughly about $2000.

'B3' is the new name for my new system.

The specification:

Mainboard -Gigabyte EX-58 UD3P
CPU -Intel Core i7-920
GPU -MSI N275GTX Twin Frozr OC Edition
Memory -Croshair Dominator 3x2GB
HDD -Seagate Barracuda 500GB 7200rpm
PSU -OCZ Stream Pro 700
Chassis - Cooler Master CM690
OS -Windows 7 Home Premium 64bits.

The stuffs i bought on sunday is the mainboard, GPU, PSU, Chassis and OS. Quite satisfy with the new GPU i bought. Initially, i was planning to buy EVGA 260GTX SSC, but it ran out of stock. The sales person introduce us this MSI GeForce 275GTX, although the price is not much of a diff, but i always wanted EVGA as i had tried it's GeForce 8800GTS before and i think this brand is good. Since i dont really have other plans on buying other cards, i just go with the flow as price is an issue. To my suprise after reading reviews on this card i bought, it has good rating with very powerful cooling system; a dual-fan.

Here's a picture of it.

Another thing is the new Windows 7. The changes between win 7 and win vista is not too much compared to the changes between vista and xp. And since i bought a 64bits windows, i can fully untilize a full 6GB memory from my ram. Processes with i7 and 6GB of DDR3 1600mhz ram is sure much faster and smoother.

Last thing i wanna talk about is left 4 dead 2. With the new graphic card i have now, i can feel that i am yet again gaming from a whole new level. 3rd Geforce i had tried so far, from 8800GTS to 9800GX2 to currently 275GTX, every time i change a card, it just amazed me how fast technology had and can advance.

and thats all for my new system.....

one more thing...

sorry for the late wish dear...but...

Happy 7th months...i love you.

can't wait for our 1yr and your 21st birthday trip to happen..muaks...!!

2009-11-14T18:46:00.002+08:00

Today, woke up at 12pm+. Was playing left 4 dead 2 demo till 3.30pm, bro came up to check out something about MSI mainboard stuff for his colleague.

Baby and her family wanted to change a new PC, her dad asked me for help to build a new set for them and their budget is $1k, i asked bro what can they get for $1k, bro told me $500 can build one already (super minimum spec of cos). Initially, bro said give them his old i7-920 chip to them, but after checking out the price of the other parts that can be compatible with i7 cpu, $1k is not quite enough, unless using very cheap and weak parts along with i7, but it will be a great waste on using i7 cpu. After discussing for awhile, bro suggested to sell my whole system to baby for 1k. People might think it is too expensive for a second hand system, but the graphic card itself already cost about $800+, and this system is less than 2years old. And because my windows vista is OEM (means it recognize its mainboard), meaning the OS is going along to them. The whole system without the I/O cost about $1.7k at current market value, and im selling it for $1k should be quite fine. Plus baby use my comp b4, she should know how fine my system is.

It is still a suggestion, still have to ask the buyer if they are fine taking a 18months old system, if baby's dad mind, then our alternative would be getting something brand new with lower spec. If her dad doesn't mind, then i will be getting a X-58 mainboard with my bro's i7-920 cpu, a 6gb triple channel ram, window 7 home premier 64-bits, EVGA GeForce GT260, a new 600 to 700 watts psu, a new casing(preferably a casing that is compatible with water cooling, so i can upgrade to water cooling in the future). I need to top up about $400 to $500 to get all this i think.

Anyway, i went for lunch at about 4pm, got home and started doing some cleaning/tidying the room- sweep the floor, mop the floor, changing of bedsheet, laundry, washing 2 fans and finally washing myself. Chilling right now and listen to hot 108 jamz. Gonna play l4d2 later...

1more day and baby will be back, can't wait to see her...

I miss you dear....
love you...hugs~~

2009-11-13T15:55:00.003+08:00

Its been more than a month since i last had my last post. Ever since i resume my school life, i didn't spend much of my free time hanging in front of my pc; just don't feel like it. Even if i did spent like 1 to 2 hours a day using the pc, as compared to last time i spent most of my free time using pc; be it playing games, using facebook or watching anime.

Well, things isn't quite same anymore. I had shifted to the next room my sister used to live in, it is about 1.5times bigger than my previous room? Me and juan painted the room purple, initially it was kinda like a peach color. We bought nippon easy-wash, cost $60 and it took us 2 and a half day to finish painting inclusive of shifting the stuffs over. Like this room a lot, the room is bigger, so is our bed.

Spent about $120 at Ikea on new bedsheets, quilt, quilt cover and pillow cases. It is a black and white bed. Like it a lot even though it cost a lot. Finally the 2 of us dont need to squeeze in a single-size bed. Juan bought 2 king koil pillows and a bolster, it just make everything so complete. :)
I just feel like everything in this room belong not to myself alone, but the both of us.

Yesterday morning, juan and her family went to thailand for holiday, i'm missing her badly even though it is just been 1day or so.
Sigh....

I miss you so much dear....

can't wait to see you on monday.

and one last thing.

Happy 8th.......i love you.

2009-10-06T02:25:00.004+08:00

Its been sometime since i last blog. Not that i'm busy, just lazy.

First semester result is out.

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Quite satisfy with it.

Have to register for GEMS this coming monday, after browsing through the modules, i think there is nothing much that interests me except for IT related modules, so my final decision for my GEMS is 'Introduction to Visual Basics' (i've already completed this module though).

Life is still the same, been slacking about. Juan had been working hard lately, she is doing overtime almost everyday, you must be tired baby, don't give up k? Love you.

And baby secretly make a couple ring for both of us, this silly baby thought i wouldn't like it as the ring she chose is gold color. Even though i do prefer silver color accessories, that doesn't mean i won't like what you choose, especially it is something so meaningful. I will wear it with pride and will not be afraid of showing people and if people were to ask what is this ring about, i would just tell them that it is a love token from my girl. :)

Thanks baby girl, i love you sweetheart.

2009-09-21T11:01:00.001+08:00

Today is hari raya, a public holiday. Is no big deal to me because i am already having my school vacation right now, but i am sure it matters to a lot others as it is a long weekend!!

Today is also a day which mark 5 months of me and juan being together. 5 months sound quite short, in fact; it is short, this is why i still want to be with her more!!!!

Happy 5 months to you baby!!!!!!

I love you and love you me!! :)

2009-09-18T22:02:00.005+08:00

After a long wait for the PC version to be release, Resident Evil 5 is finally out on 16th Sep 2009.
Didn't buy it on the day of release via online as it was more expensive than retail shops for sure. The price online is USD$49.99 and i bought the retail box version for SGD$50.90; pretty big different eh. Wanted to buy it on the release day but afraid that shops has no stock of it yet. Last night, my brother told me he saw it in shops already so i didn't wait any longer and went over to Causeway point to purchase it.

I was pretty disappointed with PlayCraft; they are a shop which mainly sell games for all platforms, but they do not have RE:5 pc version yet- even though today is already the 3rd day of the release. I went over to another PC shop, i ask the sales assistant for RE:5 and she asked me when this game is release, i told her it was on wednesday but her respond was: "It's a new game, stock won't arrive until 2weeks or so." What the hell, then what is the point of having a release date for it? Isn't the release date mean the date when it is selling in shops? Crap la that china girl, dont know then say dont know la, dont tell me craps. My last hope in causeway point is comic connection. I ask the sales assistant and she say they are selling, i was so happy and surprise that even a COMIC bookstore is selling a brand new released game but not a GAME store. What a joke. So in the future, i may need to find new pc parts from a fashion store instead, haha!

Juan is not meeting me today; she is going out with her colleagues after her work and playing mahjong with her mahjong gang later on. Miss her a lot even though i have a new game to play. Just close down the RE:5 after 2hours of playing it; need a break before i carry on later.

Right now i feel like playing left 4 dead, so gotta stop typing...

BB, i miss u a lot...mauks!
See you tomorrow!!!!

2009-09-09T03:25:00.005+08:00

2 days had pass by for the first week of my vacation. Recently i had been sleeping late, juan is rather unhappy with it, even though she didn't really yell nor scold me; i'm pretty sure she wish i could sleep early and wake early. I'm sorry dear. I'll try to get back my timing.

Today, i went back to NTU to buy internet security software as juan's dad requested it. Its been almost a year since i went back to NTU, had some nice time back there. There are promotion for Trend Mirco's Internet Security; 3licenses for a year only cost $19.90, pretty cheap. We checked at retail stores out at a normal shopping mall; for the same software, cost $59.00. I think i got a pretty good bargain. Left NTU at 5.55pm and try'na wait for 179 back to MRT station, i waited 6 goddamn bus due to the crowd(things never change since i work there back then). Manage to get on the bus at 6.15pm, alight at pioneer and meet my baby juan at jurong east. Took the red-line train with her and 2 of her colleagues, alight at CCK and we went popular. I found something interesting, which is a 3M velcro tape for securing wires, i think it is much better than binding wire as it is much easier to open up and best of all, reusable.

Ate mac nearby baby's house as lot1's mac is full. I had double cheeseburger and baby had mega mac spicy, i took the other piece of mac spicy chicken petty as baby was unable to finish it. Went over to baby's place and help her install the internet security for 2 of her PCs. After finish installing, did a full scan for them and i left there at 11.30pm. Got home at 12am and i started doing some wire sorting for my desktop with my NEW VELCRO TAPE. After i am done, i took out the curtain and wash them(it is now spinning in the washing machine), and HERE I AM blogging.

Good night to all!!!!

time to sleep.

and a kiss for my baby, MAUKS!!!

love you dear!!!

2009-09-02T00:13:00.001+08:00

My last paper ends in 11 hours time.

OH YEAHHH!!!!

can't wait.....

and today is my 4th year anniversary since i got back my I.C. from S.A.F. Ha!!

2009-09-01T02:16:00.005+08:00

29/08/2009 - Saturday

It was a cosy day, as it had been raining quite often lately. We had some plan for that day; the plan was to celebrate hui ling's 19th birthday at botanic garden. Even though her birthday was on the 25th, as most of us are either busy with work or exam and 25th was a Tuesday, hui shan decided to celebrate it on that coming Saturday.

The plan was to meet them (Reuben, hui shan, june, edmund) up at Commonwealth MRT by 3p.m. Me and juan was slightly late due to some expert 'ATM-Soduku' players playing extreme mode at Commonwealth MRT POSB ATM machine. Waited between 7 to 10minutes at least for them to finish their transaction(what the hell). Met the group at about 3.10p.m. and we took bus over to botanic garden.

Reach there between 3.30p.m to 3.45p.m(can't remember), wandered around for a spot and finally settled down with my pathetic small little mat i had for beach tanning(big enough for one person to lie down). Thanks to hui shan's prayer, the weather was good that day. Waited for hui ling and 30cent's arrival and they reach about 30minutes later than us. Don't really know how to explain what happen. The picture would tell more about it i guess.

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Went Over to Parklane for Left 4 Dead between 5p.m to 6p.m, we had 8 people; just nice for a 4vs4. Ended the lan-gaming session around 7.15p.m, Reub, shan, june and ed are heading back. Left with 30c, ling, juan and me. Walk over to P.S and shop around the plaza for a bit. Went to starbuck and had come coffee and left at 9.30p.m or so.

Reach home at about 10.15p.m and that's all for my Saturday.

30/08/2009 - Sunday

Monday is my DBMS exam paper and Wednesday is my Econs paper. Woke up at 11a.m++, juan is going out with anqi 3p.m. She wanted to leave me alone so that i can concentrate of revising my exam.

Went lunch with juan at 166 before sending her to train station. Headed home and i really don't have mood to revise anything. Just felt quite tired and i fell asleep. Woke up in the evening and started 'revising' by read through the notes.

Slept at 2.30a.m and that's all for this boring day.

By the way; Happy 3rd birthday to my niece Ziyan.

31/08/2009 - Monday

Woke up at 10a.m , paper starts at 12.30p.m. Prepare and left home at 11.30a.m.

The stupid 2hours paper is so easy. It only consist of 4questions and each qn worth 25%. I finish the paper in an hour's time(so glad i didn't waste too much time revising it).

Headed home with Edwin, got home at 3p.m and nap till 5.45p.m. Meet juan at Yew Tee station, went for dinner and some grocery shopping. Went to her place at 8.30p.m, she bought me a checkered shirt!!! I like it a lot, a very unique long sleeve shirt with hoodies, hehe. Thanks dear!!

Juan bought 2 hoodies for my niece and nephew too! White for Ziyan and grey for cheng jun. On behalf as their uncle; i wanna say thanks to you baby girl. :)

Went home at 11p.m as juan was getting tired; i know she is exhuasted from work, but yet she wanna spend time with me, i appreciate your effort and love for me dear. I love you.

Reach home at 11.35p.m++, facebook awhile and felt tired. Went to bed at 12.30a.m. Roll about for an hour and still i couldn't sleep....and so...............here i am now blogging: time check 2.55a.m.

Ok, that's all!

Here's the shirt juan bought me :)

2009-08-26T17:30:00.002+08:00

Maths paper is tmr, im revising it since yesterday..

Even though i like mathematics, but it is really killing me, especially when they like to ask question indirectly, or worst still; by looking at the given formula, i still couldn't figure out why for 2 of the past year exam questions. DAMN!

Really feel like giving up and screw up my maths...zzzzzzz

but i cant do that, yijuan will be angry if i give up. I know i cant give up, i must die trying than live with failure!

GAMBATTE!

my air force one, her air force one

2009-08-25T00:48:00.004+08:00

Both of us bought a pair of Nike air force one each at Queensway Shopping Center since we wanted something couple-like :)
Next couple apparel we had in mind would be a pair of hoodies. hehe

Baby's

This pair is at a 30% discount which had a net price of S$90

Mine

This pair has no offer available, but i really like it. Net price at S$149

Our's

mad

2009-08-24T13:19:00.000+08:00

Last night, something strange went into my head; suddenly, i change the whole layout of my room!!!
I spent 3hours from 1am to 4am to do it, all inclusive of cleaning and shifting of everything about the room. i don't know how to describe the changes, but anyone who had come to my place before will realize the major shifting and change. HAHA!

Anyway, almost time for preparation for my accounting paper at 4pm.

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO IS HAVING EXAM or Understanding Test(RP like to be different)!!!!

happy 4 months

2009-08-21T17:48:00.000+08:00

Happy 4 months to my baby juan juan!

i love you.

Relax Week

2009-08-18T15:38:00.006+08:00

This week is week 18 for my semester. Is a study week, which also mean that i don't need to go to school! (Supposedly no need, but not for today) Today has a last econs tutorial, Augustine went through the last bit of our tutorial in preparation for our econs exam in 2weeks time. He released our C.A.2 marks, got 71%; well, an improvement. I would roughly need a 90% for the exam paper to score A for this module (even though i wish i could, but i doubt so, haha!).

Exam schedule as follows:
-Accounting 24 Aug 2009
-Maths 27 Aug 2009
-DBMS 31 Aug 2009
-Econs 02 Sep 2009

Ok, enough of the school stuffs. Lesson ended at 12.20p.m or so. Went over to commonwealth for lunch with my love; got there at around 12.45p.m. Had LJS as we both don't really know what to eat for lunch. Chatted and walk her back to her office's lobby, had a nice time with her, LOVE YA BABY!

Next, took cab to CMPB as i need to send in some stuff to NSSC (just fyi; CMPB is Central Man Power Base and NSSC is National Servicemen Service Centre) for the disruption of my NS reservice. Cab fare cost about $7 from commonwealth station to CMPB gate. After i'm done (which took me less than 15minutes), took cab to Redhill station. I took a City Cab. The m*****fu**ing meter jump 20c each time. wth!!!! CMPB is quite near redhill station, it usually cost me LESS than $3.50 but today it cost me $4! CB sia.

Got home at around 3p.m and Lenovo came visit me once again after 3months because my laptop's display is distorted. I really think lenovo sucks, cause me so many problems.

Thats all for today so far.

Let's review what had happened last week.

Hmmm.....

Monday - Nothing significant.

Tuesday - I blogged about it already.

Wednesday - Nothing significant.

Thursday - CRS presentation, and (i don't remember)

Friday - The only significant thing about this day was it being the last day of the semester.

Saturday - Suppose to go over b's house for dinner, but feeling unwell suddenly. So didn't went over. Went over CWP in the evening after i felt better, had cheesecake at Galare and dinner Soup Restaurant with my baby. Yum Yum!

Our Cheesecake; mine oreo and bb's new york

Sunday - Spend my day at home with my love and watch some dvds i borrowed from kirk and accompany b home at night. :)

I just love YOU so so so so so so MUCH.

Oh yeah, and before i forget.

New albums that released within this and last month i wanna introduce is

Gary's Supermarket

Jam's Wang Fei

Mariah Carey's Memoirs of an imperfect angel

Clinic Day

2009-08-11T21:30:00.002+08:00

Today is a rather short day for me. Was in school for accounting tutorial at 8a.m. Rushing some of the econs tutorial instead of doing accounting as i didn't know that i need to do two tutorial for this week. Accounting end early at 9a.m. and we went to foodcourt 4 to have our late breakfast/early lunch. Was chatting on msn with my baby girl as she is on 3days M.C because she was suspected to have H1N1. I was feeling unwell for quite a few days, and i do not wanna take the risk so i went back home and visit a doctor. I am having flu, fever and cough, but the doctor didn't mention about me having or suspected to have H1N1.

I walk pass the dental clinic nearby my house area and it was empty, this clinic is rather different from most dental clinic, they don't accept appointment, only walk-in and first come first serve basis. Since i already have plans on scaling my teeth for quite some times, i went it and do my scaling. It is my first time scaling my teeth. I wasn't expecting any pain, but when the dentist started 'drilling' my teeth.... it was like 'OUCH'!!!! He is damn rough, 'drilling' my teeth like he is drilling a wall. I really feel like punching his face. After half an hour or so, the scaling is done. He move on to polishing. This part is much better compared to scaling. After that, its all done!! Now my teeth is stain free once again!! The stain before was rather disgusting, especially the back of my front teeth, now....is all gone!! hehe.

Didn't meet my baby for the first time after so long!! We are both sick and unwell, i can't ask her come over or going over to her place, so we didn't meet today. Feel quite sad as i'm still sticky to her even being together for quite a couple of months.

Just now, i raise my voice to my baby over the phone as i'm feeling frustrated and impatient due to my sickness. I'm sorry baby, i don't mean it. Please forgive me. I love you. Anyway, gonna touch up on my CRS stuff.

Ciaos.

stupid quiz requested by teo huishan

2009-08-10T11:16:00.002+08:00

All of the 14 people must do this quiz,
unless he/she doesn't have a blog.
Write the name of 14 people you can think off your head
Then answer the question.(Not in order)

*For fairness on the positioning of the name list as i had already read once and had a rough idea of the questions below, i roll a dice to assist my arrangement of the names i have thought of*

1. June
2. Pricillia
3. Chuming
4. Kevin
5. Nicholas
6. Jia Wen
7. Doraemon
8. Kirk
9. Samuel
10. Huishan
11. Huiling
12. Eric
13. Yijuan
14. Clarence

1.How did you get to meet 7?
On TV.

2. What would you do if you & 13 never met?
The happiness i'm having now will be all gone. I'm glad i met her and i'm glad i have her in my life. :)

3. What would you do if 1 & 12 date?
I'll be shock, because if they do date, then the world is really small.

4. Have you ever seen 14 cry?
No, not really.

5. Would 4 & 11 be a good couple?
Hm, ain't sure. If one day they happen to like each other, who knows?

6. Do you think 11 is attractive?
Yeah, ah ling is pretty of course!!

7.What's 2's favorite color?
I think is pink, cos she often wear full set pink.

8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
Last night when he drive me home.

9. What language does 8 speak?
English, chinese.

10. Who is 13 going out with?
ME!!!!!

11.What grade is 12 in?
Diploma holder.

12. Would you ever date with 10?
Er.... I think somebody ask that before. My reply was we are just good friends

13.Where does 5 live?
Redhill

14. What's the best thing about 3?
He talk cock, sing song and kept me active all the time in class.

15.What would you want to tell 10 now?
I'm doing the quiz you ask me to already lah!!!!!!

16. What the best thing about 8?
Nice tattoos, good taste on choosing movies.

17. Have you ever kissed 5?
NOPE!

18. What was the best memory you have with 7?
Hugging him all the time.

19. When's the last time you're going to see 6?
Friday, in school.

20. How is 14 & 12 different?
Hmm, don't know how to compare.

21.Is 6 pretty?
Oh yeah, i like her being cheerful all the time.

22. What was the first impression of 11?
Er, first impression was like 2 and a half years ago, don't remember.

23.How did you meet 5?
Classmate in Singapore poly.

24. Is 1 your best friend ?
One of the shellys.

25.Do you hate 12?
No, why would i? He is my brother for more than 10years.

26. Have you seen 4 on the last month?
I see him every weekdays.

27.When was the last time you said to 3?
Friday in school.

28. Have you been to 5's house?
Nope.

29.When's the next time your gonna see 10?
See when she is free lor.

30. Are you close to 13?
More than just close. She is my girl!!

31. Have you been to a movie with 4 before?
Nope.

32.Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8?
Nope.

Hangover

2009-08-07T11:53:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night, i met my baby girl and we went CCK lot 1 for a movie. The movie we picked was The Hangover. At first, i have no idea what this show is about, but this show turn out to be SOOOOOO FUNNNY....HAHAHAHA.....

I would say, this is a must watch show!

Anyway, im in school right now, just finish my stat tutorial. Waiting for 2pm for my next accounting lecture.

Meeting baby tonight and going to take a walk at Mustafa. :)

sorry.

2009-07-31T16:43:00.000+08:00

im sorry for being selfish to you.
im sorry for saying things that hurt you.
im sorry for not being able to be a good bf
im sorry i let you feel that im like him.

im sorry...

3 months

2009-07-20T23:07:00.005+08:00

Happy 3 months to my baby.

I'm so glad to be yours, and so glad you're mine.

I love you baby!

3 more quarters to go for our 1year anniversary.

Please love me forever my dear,

because i'm gonna love you forever!

selfish me

2009-07-17T18:59:00.002+08:00

I think i am very selfish. Why must i be like this? Why can't i just make her smile all the time? Why can't i make her happy all the time?

Fuck myself......

I will not back down

2009-07-14T18:09:00.002+08:00

After lying down on my bed and think for awhile, there is no point for being dishearten. If i fail my own expectation, it means i failed. Instead of asking why this happen, i should find out why and make sure this won't happen on my end of semester exam. C grade is too much for me too handle. I am not being cocky, it is just an expectation for myself. Is either A or B, that's my expectation since higher-nitec. If i can make it here, i am sure i can proceed further.

I am proud to be in SP. Even though i wasted many years, it is still a dream to be in SP because my role-model (my sister) was once a SP student.

I once failed everyone in the family, i skipped school. I turn from good to bad and bad to worst. I fail my O levels. From 7A's to D, E, F. I started smoking. I appeared in clubs and disco more than appearing at home.

Was indirectly being pushed to serve my NS by my brother even though i wanted to study for my higher nitec back then(but the fact i wanted to study was because i do not wish to go for NS yet).

My life did change so as my thinking. I think it is true that serving NS do help a boy to think more like an adult. I realized my past mistakes, i told myself i should change. After completing NS, i make myself to work. After working awhile, i realized that it is not the life i wanted for myself. I know i worth much more than working at a F&B outlet. I wanna make changes to my life and this is how i ended up studying at Dover ITE.

I am glad my brother stop me from going ITE when i was 18. If he hadn't done that, i am sure i would flunk my higher-nitec and disappoint them like how i disappoint them during O levels. And another thing is, i wouldn't have met great friends like hui shan. I really felt that shan is one of the best friend i've known through out my 2years in Dover.

Another person is no one else but my baby girl. If everything is pre-destinated, i am sure this is part of my destiny. So far, she is my best girl among all the girls i've ever dated. I don't mean to compare but this is true, and i do mean it from my heart.

"Baby, you're my heart, you're my soul."

I manage to fulfill my own expectation and do very well for my higher-nitec. I may not be the best, but i still do better than normal. I manage to graduate successfully with an official higher-nitec certificate in IT together with a certificate of merit.

Right now, i am on another stage of my studies. Most probably my last stage in full-time studies. I will advance for sure, but it will no longer be full-time.

I told myself a moment ago, i shouldn't back down. I know i can do it.

Nothing is gonna beat me no matter how many times i am going to fail my own expectation. Even i get a C for economics this time, i will make sure i won't let it happen again. And my own expectation will still remain at A.

Thanks baby for cheering me up.

and baby is coming over to have dinner with me and will be staying over.

GONNA HAVE A FEAST TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dishearten

2009-07-14T16:54:00.002+08:00

It's been about 2 weeks since i last post an entry. School has started, did not have the mood nor time to blog. Gonna recap a bit on what had happen since my last post.

Last week

Resume my school life for my second term of the semester, life at school is still the same- same modules, same time table. On Wednesday, i got back my maths result. My result was 72% for it, but there was a question on our paper they did not mark, our tutor said he will clarify it and re-calculate our score during the next tutorial. If i got full mark for that question, my overall percentage will be around 78%, that will be a B+, still not so bad.

On Friday, Kevin, Edwin and me were given a warning letter for 'Excessive Long Hair'. WTF right?? They did not even told us anything about hair and that deputy director straight issue us a warning letter for it. So, i went to cut my hair on that same day. It is kinda short now, look like a nerd, even my baby call me 'sa zi'.

This week

Got back my Accounting results this morning. The result was 89%. At least a A. Wasn't really happy because it is just only the beginning for Accounting as this is a year-long module instead of a semester. Got my DBMS result later on. Result was 92%, another A. I think i shouldn't had chosen finance informatics, i am still better on IT related modules.

During the late noon, we got back our economics result as well. My result was 64%. It brought a great shock to me. I did not expect to score so low for econs. I felt quite confident at this topic, i was expecting at least 75% or more, but the fact doesn't show as such. I don't feel confident for nothing, usually when i am confident on something, i will do well or at least near well. I fail my own expectation even i did not fail the paper. I am pretty upset about it, i don't know what went wrong. I am sure my understand for it is there. I do understand what is going on during lectures and tutorial, but why did i score so low? I really don't know.

I am supposedly to meet my baby after her work for dinner like usual, but right now i do not have the mood to go out.

SIGH~~~~~~

what do they call it? emo?

2009-07-04T03:09:00.004+08:00

There is time when anyone could felt emotional for no reason.
There is time when anyone could felt that him/her self is not up for something/anything.
There is time when anyone felt anything but good.
There is time when I felt all the above mentioned.

It's 3.15am right now, couldn't sleep. Right now i am at the kitchen with my laptop instead of using PC in my room, reason being- i do not wanna disturb my tired girlfriend's sleep. Having a cup of self mixed mocha(i add milo with coffee) on my right, nothing beats the taste of coffee. And to be frank, there is cigarettes on my left(although baby doesn't like me smoking, i still couldn't fully quit it yet. I did have a great reduction of each day's need- down by at least 70%, but yet...i'm still a passive smoker).

Right now, my mood ain't right. I'm feeling depressed, but over what reason- i don't really know. I just felt uncomfortable, right at my left chest area. Is not about me and my girl quarreling, both of us are fine. I'm able to control my temper once again. I gave in when i should and try to avoid arguments- especially over issues that are unimportant. Life is too short to waste so much time on fighting with each other. I should love her as much as possible with the given time i'm blessed with. I don't wanna regret not loving her if someday we happen to go separate ways. I'm not doubting our love, not doubting her nor doubting myself, but things are unpredictable. I wanna make this relationship the best for her and myself even if one day we were to be apart.

*Baby, don't go thinking that i am unhappy with you or doubting you, i am not. I am just trying to speak in a all-possible way*

Life is really harsh, especially for us Singaporeans. Although we are lucky to live in a safe country, but high living standard here is the price to pay for that safety. Due to overwhelming of overseas talent, salary/wages are declining over the past few decades. Things are getting more expensive as well over these years. Our spending power is in a down down condition. One of my sister was born in 79' , she graduated from SP at 99' and found her first job 2months later with a starting pay of $2.2k(back then $2.2k worth much more than the current $2.2k due to expenses increases over the years). What about now? I doubt any employer would pay a fresh diploma graduates so much. I understand these employer's stand, even if i were the employer, i wouldn't pay so much to increase my expenses. People who didn't try it won't understand what i am saying. I used to talk a lot about this back then to SHELLYs and to my girl, although they believe what i told them, but i am sure they are wondering at heart how true could it be. Right now, my girl has started embarking her life as a full-time employee, although she just started for few days, i am very sure she finally feel every word i've said back then- am i right,baby?

I am not saying i am a very experienced man, nor trying to tell you how great i am. Compared myself to some of my close friends, i am much lazier. Eric work and study part-time, and he do well in his studies. I respected him, all the time. He is very hardworking and positive. I got to admit that a lot of my thinkings come from him. It may be true that money ain't everything, but i can tell you that, money is ALMOST every damn thing- as close to 99%. That's the fact you gotta face, stop telling me that money can't buy you love. Yes, it is true that money can't buy love. Let me ask you this, so what if you have love alone but have no money?? The 2 of you eat grass daily? If this is how you wanna compare money with love, this is how i'm gonna counter you with my thoughts.

Even being loved by someone you love, you need money to sustain yourself, pleasure yourself. Someone can tell you they don't mind being poor but if they are happy. How can you be happy when you are poor? The defination of poor is not being able to eat as much as you want, not being able to go online and view this blog because you can't afford a desktop or laptop, not being able to feed your children(imagine you are married with kids). So can you be happy?

I am a very practical person. I put wealth as first place in my life. Even though my girl will read what i am blogging, she would understand how i feel, because i am like this since the day she knew me a year ago. I am sure she believe in me, even though i put wealth before her in my life, that doesn't mean i would betray our love for money.

Life is about making choices, making the right choice for oneself.

It is 4am already, my mood is getting better compared to just now.

"To my baby:

Being with you is the best occurance that had occurred in my life. Even though at times, i do admit i felt insecured, that doesn't mean i doubted you or your love. I trust you, i really do. Just that, when things are getting so nice with you, i would felt afraid of losing it. Is not about you, is about my own shadows. Believe me that you are doing it right for me, you got me so addicted to you. It's been 74days with you, and we hadn't stop seeing each other for a day, but i am still so attracted to you. Back then when i am wooing you, you were my wants. After i got you, you became my needs.

I need you baby.

I love you.

Lamb chop."

Think is time for me to sleep.
Good night to all.

One more to go......

2009-07-02T17:20:00.004+08:00

This morning, i had my economics mid sem test, it was kinda easy but i didn't fully complete my last question. I always felt that the time is too short for econs test. They expect big long detailed answer yet giving us so little time for it... There are 2 sections, section A consists of 15MCQ and section B consists of 2 'short' answer questions. I took about 15mins for MCQ, i did a time check when i am starting my section B. When i was writing the last part of Qn.1 from section, the invigilator announced- '15mins left!'. Omfg lor, it took me 30mins to write out and finish Qn.1!! I'm sure i did not write too much for it as our tutor always been saying our answer not good, not detailed enough or this and that. And i was rushing for my Qn.2, and i got a minor mistake for Qn.2 part (iii). I realise it when the invigilator announced 1min left, i scribble the whole thing n write the corrected one, but did not manage to complete it, damn!! luckily that question is only 3marks, over 50 though, which is a 6%, sigh.....is over anyway..damn it.

My girl has started working for RBS(Royal Bank of Scottland), her office located near commonwealth mrt station, and so i met her for lunch today. Had long john silver, but i wasn't feeling very well. My tempreature was between 37 to 37.2 this 2days, was worried that i might be infected with H1N1. Walk with my girl to her work place, i left and kiss my girl goodbye at the lobby. Damn, the hot sun is killing me at that condition i was having. There is no shelter to the station, i was feeling so uncomfortable that moment. I fell asleep twice on the train- once on the train towards jurong east, another towards home. Felt better after a short nap, but i still sleep when i got home. I am feeling much better right now, can't wait to see my girl later.

Left with last test for this MST week, which is statistic. After this week, will resume back to normal school time table.

Gotta prepare to meet my babbbbby already......ciaos!!

1 down, 4 to go

2009-06-29T19:34:00.002+08:00

Done with my DBMS test this morning, piece of cake. No sweat at all! Just one ERD worth 40marks and i am very confident i can score at least 35 or above for that. Overall, i think i could score at least 85% for this paper. Tomorrow have no test, next test will be on Wednesday- Accounting at 10am, followed by maths at 3.30pm. For accounting, i'm pretty confident with it. As for maths, a bit worried for my transformation matrix. We need to memorise the few different transformation matrices. I hate to memorise things, but i couldn't find a way to remember them,so no choice but to memorise it tomorrow.

I'm at my girl's house after i finish my DBMS. Took train to CCK with Ed, nick, kevin, pk, iskandar as they are going CWP for lunch and movie. Went to lot 1 ta bao lunch for my girl and myself. Reach her place at about 1.15pm. Ate lunch and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppppppppppp!!!! Was so tired, woke up at 7am this morning to revise for my test,but i guess i worried too much. I am so hungry right now. Feel like eating the whole world up.

My girl is starting work on Wednesday. First of all......Baby, i wanna wish you good luck!!! Good luck for everything you have chosen for yourself. Please don't worry about work so much, stop stressing yourself!!! I'm sure you are able to cope with it!!! I have faith in you!

Alright, got to go......don't know what to say for now...CIAOS!!!!

Mid Semester Test

2009-06-27T22:23:00.006+08:00

Is my last week of vacation, relax for 3 weeks already, and is time to stress my brain once more. I'm taking a break after 2hours of revision of DMBS. It is Mid-Semester Test next week.

Monday - DBMS
Tuesday - NULL
Wednesday - Accounting in the morning and Maths in the noon
Thursday - Economics
Friday - Statistic

I felt worried not revising anything, but when i am reading up the notes, it felt quite easy(and i felt it is redundant to revise), but i guess it is always like this, better be safe than sorry, i once screwed up my O level thinking this way, so i will still revise no matter what.

I'm having my 2nd cup of coffee, gonna be 3rd soon i guess... it is my energy booster!

Anyway, been playing a new game bro bought few days ago- Prototype. This game is fucking cool, although the graphic is not as good as crysis, but the graphic is still good. If you like violent, gore, free roaming mode like GTA when you have no mood to advance the storyline, this is the SHIT! It is not a long game, i've completed the easy mode already. Gonna start normal follow by hard mode when i have time. I just love the way the blood splash. If i have the same power like the patrogonist, i think i would splash the blood of the public, hahahaha!!! A bit physcotic thinking i have, but it will never happen to me, so don't worry.... i won't appear in your house and cut you into 2.

Here are some screenshots i took while playing

and.....

I miss my baby!!!!

Didn't get to see my baby today, it is the first day i didn't see my baby since we are together. I know it sound quite scary that we 2 are meeting every single day, but what's wrong??? We are happy being by each other's side.

My girl is starting her work life next wednesday, guess life gonna be slightly different. Can't meet her as much as i wanted already. That's life! We gotta work for what we want. We can't just stay like this forever, we gotta work, we gotta eat! Just hope no matter what kinda lifestyle we are gonna have in the future, our love for each other will still maintain and grow stronger. I'm gotta work hard to make this girl the last woman of my life!!!

Baby, just wanna let you know- whatever is gonna happen in the future, the love we had is real and i am glad to have you in my life. Please believe me that every word i've said is real, i really love you with my heart. I really treasure you. I know i am childish at times, showing you all the petty attitude, i regretted them, regretted doing all these instead of loving you more at those time. I will change them for you.

I LOVE YOU JUAN!

my apology, our 2 months.

2009-06-21T15:35:00.004+08:00

Recently, i've been showing a lot of temper. I couldn't endure even a little teasing from my girl. I don't know why, i know i shouldn't be doing this, but i just couldn't control myself. I know it is hard for someone to keep taking up my temper over and over again, i know it is wrong to be so petty, i am really sorry my dear, sorry for being so petty recently. You must be wondering why am i like this, i don't know why either. I hate myself for being like this, hate myself for giving you a hard time. I know you are just teasing me, i know you weren't serious when you are making fun of me. I'm really sorry.

When you weren't here with me, i felt so lonely, but yet felt afraid that i couldn't control temper when you start teasing me. I don't hate you for teasing me, this is how we started off as friends. We kept teasing each other back then. I got to admit this is part of the reason why i fell in love with you. Please don't stop teasing me okay? I really don't hate it.

Till now, i still love you, more and more as day goes by. I wanna thank you for standing by my side, enduring my temper, treasuring me, loving me, doing all kind of sweet surprises to prove me how much you care about our relationship. For all this, i'm gonna prove to you that i am very serious about our relationship too.

I love you dear.

and today is 21st June, is another month being with you.

Happy 2 months my love,

yours one and only,
baby lamb chop.

My girl going for NS.....

2009-06-15T22:21:00.002+08:00

Next month, july 15th......i might have to face what hui shan is facing, becos my gf might be joining SPF!!!!!!

OMG!!!

MY GF IS A POLICEWOMAN!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, but where is the SUN?

2009-06-08T01:20:00.003+08:00

Sunday, a day i usually spend my time with my regular tanning friends- the TAN brothers, Kirk Tan and Eric Tan. Kirk is Eric's elder brother and Eric was my secondary classmate, knew Eric since secondary 1, and it's been almost 11years. Knew his brother when i was secondary 2 as me and some secondary friends go up to Eric's house to play PS2(back then it was a new shit!).

Friends who know me after my secondary school life might think i'm born with dark skin, but well-it is not true, i have fair skin base. Started tanning with Kirk and Eric since Sec.2 because we look up onto hongkong superstar- Louis Koo. We wanted to be as tan as him, so we started having this habit of sun-tanning, but before we knew it, it has turn into a habit. So, this is why i am darker and kinda look like a malay.

Weird thing was, the past few days within this week was so freaking hot. I was sweating everywhere i go and no matter how light my clothing was. And when it's finally Sunday, which is supposedly to be a day i want great sunshine- it rain!!!! 'SUN'DAY but no SUN...!!

So, had no choice but to stay home during the day. And my phone's battery is spoil, can't be charged anymore. This phone has been with me for 2yrs already..maybe is really time to get a new one.

Went dinner with kirk at 167, met him at 6.30pm. Had dinner and talk awhile, left at 7.45pm and head to blk302 to buy a 3rd party battery for my phone, cost me $25(kinda ex for a 3rd party). Head over to baby's place as she is feeling unwell after donating blood. Never told her i was going over, but baby wasnt really suprised by me though...She said she was kinda expecting me to go over(maybe our twin's effect is still there).Anyway, even she ain't surprised by me, i can tell she appreaciate my effort. It feels good to give something to somebody you love, and that person know how to appreaciate your efforts. I love you baby!! Love you for loving me, hehe!!

Went home at abt 12am, chat with baby for about an hour, sing her to sleep(i've been singing to her lately to make her sleep, she said she like me singing to her). And here i am blogging for awhile, im kinda tired already...got to sleep as well...GOOD NITE!!!

I LOVE YOU FOO YI JUAN!!!!!!!

thinking.......

2009-06-03T22:42:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, when i get hold of something i treasured, i will be afraid of losing it. Most people would think ways or means to protect what you wanted, for me- it is something i'm not good at. I love to imagine things, all sort of things- from sky to earth, from dinosaurs to humans, everything i can think of. When i started imagining things i wouldn't want them to happen, i start to feel uncomfortable, my mood goes down and i would wish to be left alone.

I know it is silly to think about things which is not true or has no reason to happen yet, but that's just me. Is not like i did that on purpose, i'm born this way. Right now, i'm at the state i've mentioned earlier on. I started thinking a lot about my life, wondering this and that. I started imagining a lot of things in the future that i don't want them to happen, and imagining how am i gonna deal with it. I really don't wanna try it.......again.

Anyway, it's late....almost 11pm...gonna sleep to make myself stop imagining silly stuffs anymore. Good night everyone.....good night....

Saturday night, Sunday morning.....

2009-05-31T04:10:00.004+08:00

Good evening, no.... Good morning to everyone, it's 4.10am in the morning, i am still awake. It was not that i had been sleeping on my whole saturday, i got up at 2.30pm and didn't take any additional nap till now. Was watching new episode release this week for Hitman Reborn and Gintama in the afternoon. Had late lunch(or maybe it was an early dinner) between 4.30pm to 5pm. Chat with yijuan on msn, wasn't planning to meet her, and it's the first time we are not meeting for a day since we got together on 21st april...(omg right?? and hell yeah, i'm meeting my gf every single day and i'm not sick of it, haha).

At about 7pm, i started cleaning up my room a bit, wipe the dust from my pc and tables and swept the floor. Finish everything at about 8.30pm and went for a shower. After my nice cool shower, i went down to NTUC to get some coffee and shampoo, was sms'ing yijuan on my way there.

To MY DEEPEST GREATEST SURPRISE............. i don't know how, yijuan appeared at the entrance of NTUC (Marsiling Mrt Station).. I was shocked! I thought it was my illusion, but it was not! OMG, she is the sweetest gf i ever had in my whole life, i swear she is.... I don't even know when she planned all this...haha....and so ya, we met on saturday...so our virgin of not meeting for a single day is still there...LOL!!

B, i think we should remember the date of us not meeting for a day when it comes, alright?

And yeah, i couldn't sleep,maybe due to 2 cans of nescafe, but yijuan is sleeping already- she isn't feeling well, she is getting ill soon....her head is very warm.
I was playing left4dead after a long time...didn't really play game much recently, maybe i don't have a close friend who like to play online games which i'm playing. Eg. Cabal, Left4dead, i play these games with Haikal- my ITE classmate. Guess both of us is too busy to play game now, i do miss those fun playing game with him and bullshitting over skype, ha....!

Here is a picture of Cabal-with chee min,me, rauf and 2 other online friends, taken on 5th april 2008. When the cap level is at 80.

B, hope you get your new pc soon, so we can play game together and chat over skype! I know you aren't a gamer, but is not about the game, is more about us enjoying some time together even if it's on the net! hehe.

It's 4.35am already, i think i should go sleep.. Ain't sure if i'm sun-tanning with kirk and eric later at 11am(if i'm able to get my ass up).

Alright, ciaos everyone who is reading this....!

New Hot Tracks

2009-05-29T01:38:00.009+08:00

It's been 6 weeks since i started my life at SP and it is also been 6 weeks since i'm attached to my dearest, Yijuan. Life at SP is great, classmate is great and i'm getting along with them. Among the few module i'm taking for this semester, i think i like economics the most. Don't know why, but i just like to learn facts about how the world works. Harsh and sad to say that in order to survive in this world, we need money.

Anyway, as the title shown above, i'm not here to talk about the world or money. Recently, i had been listening to itune radio,Hot108-Jams once again. It's been awhile since i last listening to this channel, it's like... since last year while i'm having my attachment at NTU? There is serveral new songs i'm addicted to right now.

The first of the list is my favorite sentimental singer- Ginuwine. His new album "A Man's Thoughts" have this nice song call "Last Chance"

Next on the list is a song by Keri Hilson, featuring Ne-yo and Kanye west, this new song is "Knock you down". This song is on Keri Hilson's latest album "In A Perfect World"

Next on my list is by Trey Songz, from his latest album "Ready" there is a track titled "I Need A Girl" is another nice song i would recommend if you are into RnB/Hip-Hop. There is a single for this song, album name after the song title.

Next track, by Pleasure P - Boyfriend #2 . Another hot sexy song i recommend. On album "Boyfriend #2"

Last song i'm recommending today is a song by The-Dream, featuring Fabolous, Juel Santana, Ludacris and Rick Ross, a remix of The-Dream's original track - "Rockin' That Shit (aka Rockin' That Thang)", on album "Love Vs. Money"

That's my current recommendation from my current taste of RnB songs.

Time is flying pass so fast, is June soon, half of 2009 has pass by, and i would like to wish happy birthday to all my close friend/relatives whose birthday fall on june:

-June Sim
-Kirk Tan
-June Foo
-Juan's mummy
-Lyon Sim
-Elaine Ng

Happy birthday to all of you people!

Bejeweled Blitz

2009-05-27T21:31:00.005+08:00

Most of us must have heard of a game call Bejeweled. It is one of the most popular puzzle game around. There are many mode and this game appear on many platforms, i.e. PC, iPod touch, iPhone etc.

There is a new mode of bejeweled on the most popular friends connection website- Facebook.
This new mode have a new name call bejeweled blitz, contain the same basic rule as the standard bejeweled deluxe 2 but there is some twist in it which is- a time limit of 1minute, and you have to score as much as possible within the time limit given. The score will entitle you a medal which can be publish as an achievement to your facebook profile. The score of your friends will be shown to you and the ranking will be sorted from highest to lowest. The score will reset weekly, so players have to make a big break to be the top weekly.

As for myself, i love to play bejeweled. I have this game on my iPod, i play it when i'm alone traveling to school or waiting for whatever. Got to know the facebook's blitz mode when i saw classmates playing. And has been playing it for the past 4 score charts.

My baby love to play bejeweled as much as i do, she did high breaks and make high records which i couldn't achieve on my iPod. And last week, she started playing bejeweled blitz. My score last week was 180,000 and hers was 169,300. She was unhappy as she couldn't break my score, i couldn't say much or do anything about it, i just give her my support to break my score.

Last night, the score for last week was reseted, and my baby make a break of 157,700 while my score was 0. So just now(today evening), i was playing blitz on my laptop trying to break her score.

At 8.06pm

i manage to break her score at 165,300.

After she knew about it, she said she hate me for breaking her score!

I WAS BEING HATED FOR BREAKING HER SCORE

ON BEJEWELED BLITZ!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!

Freaking Weather

2009-05-25T20:01:00.002+08:00

Weather has been freaking hot recently. It screwed up days which were supposedly to be happy and enjoyable. My throat are feeling dry, drinking water doesn't seem to help. I'm feeling very warm and uncomfortable, yet feeling uneasy for my throat if i were to switch on my air-con. Is really a tough decision to choose between one. I've chosen not to on my air-con and shower a few times instead, it keeps my throat moisture.

The weather has been a cause to many moody event that had happen around. I'm not trying to say that it will, but it has probably cause your mood to be frustrated and throwing unnecessary temper to people around you. If this is happening to you- Hey! Ask yourself, is it worth to be angry with your love ones? You might have notice why, but i bet is probably cause by the humid warm weather.

Cheer up, for there is no reason to be not. Everyday should be live up as happily as possible. If you are facing problem with anyone whom you cherish, maybe is time for you to call/sms that person and sort out the problem. Life is too short, too short for us to waste it on issues which make no sense at all. After all, is just pride. Let go your pride and say how much to cherish your love ones.

For me, i would like to say this to Yijuan-

"Dear,
i cherish you more than words could explain, i love you more than a cat loving it's fish. You've knock me down with your love and i couldn't get myself to stand up. I know there are times i've shown you attitude which are meaningless, i know there are times i've made you angry for no reason, but that doesn't mean i don't cherish you. I'm just to proud to apologize, i'm just too stubborn to admit it was my fault, but now i'm letting off my pride and i wanna tell you that i'm sorry for whatever things that i've done to make you feel unhappy about. I love you, and i would give you this, give you that when you need love, and you know i got it so holla at me if you need love. Gotta say that since i met you, my life seems so much better."

_______________________________________________________________

Gotta go and finish up my tutorial.
Holla at your boy-
peace....

Happy Anniversary!!

2009-05-20T23:17:00.009+08:00

Just when you think that being with the person you love is enough in a relationship, then what is happening to my relationship with yijuan must be overflow with love. She ain't the type of girl who ask for nice gifts, nor the type who need you give in to her even thou it wasn't your fault. Instead, she is the type of girl who give in to you when you are unhappy with certain issues. She would give you small surprises at the most unexpected timing. She would go as far as climbing mount everest if she know you like her to. I'm not trying to say she is the best in this world, but i'm saying she is the best for me.

Yesterday(tuesday), juan accompanied mom to claim a prize of genting trip that mom won last week. She was at my place before i finish my lesson at 4pm. When i got home at about 4.45pm, i saw juan at my living room watching TV with mom. I was kinda tired(physical tiredness due to that stupid laptop), so i head over my room first. To my greatest surprise, i found small little white papers sticking around my room, and i started investigating them.

First note on the door was
"There are xx number of notes in your room! - excluding this! FIND IT!"

So i went around the room and start searching for the notes.

This note was found on my closet -" I love your boxers!"
i love the boxers you chose for me....

This note was on my bed frame - "I love listening to you singing to me!"
cos i often sing to her when she is sleeping beside me.

This note was found on my PC desk -"I love going IKEA with you!"
we went IKEA together when we were still twins looking for new PC desk.

I forgot where this note was found-" I love it when you clean!"
well, i have the habit to tidy my room once a week, i clean the dust around my room,sweep/vacuum and mop the floor.

This note was found on my mirror - "I love the way you look!

This note was found on the bottle of nutella on my desk- "I love nutella!"
I love eating nutella, that's why i have it in my room as night snacks...haha, my favorite!

This note was found on my closet -"I love cleaning this cupboard with you!"
my closet was kinda old and dirty, and last sunday...me and juan clean it and it look kinda new now.

This note was found on my Left 4 Dead disc cover- "I love playing L4D. It reminds me of you!"
yeah, i love playing l4d...and baby love to play it too.She often play it when she is at my place.

This note was found on my monitor- "I love using your computer but i hate angela!"
Angela is my PC's name, she often use it, but baby have the habit of poking while pointing things she wanted me to see on the LCD monitor, and once i scolded her for that, she was not happy with angela since then....im sorry dear, i dont mean it..i still love you!

This note was found on the bottle of insecticide- "I love how you fight with mosquitoes"
hahaha, yeah...when there is mosquitoe in my room, i often take up this insecticide and hunt down the mosquitoe....

I forgot where i found this note- "I love looking at you!"
thats so sweet of you baby, i love looking at you too!!!

This note was found on my desk- "I love it when you save $"
i have a drawer where i save all the coins i had...

This note was found on my blanket- "I love how you pack up your bed!"
not very often, depend on how early i wake up, but if i do wake earlier, i will fold my blankets.

This note was found on the photo frame that contain our pic- "I love our pictures!"
i love it too baby!

Forgot where i found this again- "I love you! Esp when you smile!"
=)

This note was found on my caps- "I love B1/B2 cap!
i love it too baby, i still remember how we make this cap together!

This note was found on my bed frame- "I love sharing bed with you!"

This note was found on doraemon - "I love doraemon!"

Forgot where is this found once more -"I love your lips!"
i love yours too....

This note was found on my rubiks cube - "I love how you taught me the rubiks cube"
i used to play rubiks in class, i did taught her how...hehe...

This note was found on the aircon remote if im not wrong- "I love how your aircon cool us down when we are hot"

This note was found on my gatsby products- "I love your messy hair!"

This note was found on my bed frame- "I love seeing you snore like a pig"
im not pig lor~~~!

This note was found on my perfume- "I love the way you smell!"
you smell nice too dear...

This note was found on a tool baby use to scrub my back- "I love scrubbing your back!"
it feels good my dear, thanks to that, my fever recovered faster than anticipated!!

This note was found on my fan- "I love your lousy fan"
sorry for my noob small fan....

This note was found on the bottle of vodka- "I love drinking with you"

Last but not least, this note was found right behind the photo frame-
"I love the way you love me, because of that, it makes me love you even more!! Don't care abt the past, because i know i will make up to you in the future! I love you bb!
Remember, without you i wont die,but my world will crumble down! So don't break my world~ Instead, come build it with me....juan"

Tell me, what more could i ask from her????? She gave me the most priceless gift that i ever had in my life. The feeling is so nice, so nice that im so addicted to her. She used to be my 'wants' , now she is my 'needs' . If i were to use one sentence to describe how much i love you, i would use: "Please don't ever stop loving me as your love has become part of what i'm breathing in to survive".

Today(wednesday), i met up with ed,xue qing,cass and baby to collect our certs from ITE dover..
Finally uh, graduated and got a higher-nitec cert. Ate lunch over at school canteen with dear dear and head down to park mall to collect mom's genting ticket. Went down far east bought a cap and head home, was kinda tired...

me and juan's cert!

Anyway, it's 12.40am 21/05/2009 now, ITS OUR 1MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!! OMG!!! It's so amazing how things go about. I'm loving my life, i'm loving the me who is attached to you my dear!!!! I hope our love would go stronger and stronger as time goes by.....

got to go study for tmr's CRS!!!, and again....sorry dear...i havent go read my CRS notes yet...im blogging....opps......DONT SCOLD ME!!!

Memories about US - REVEALED!

2009-05-18T22:25:00.006+08:00

OMG, it's been almost a week since i've last updated. I've been busy, busy with school, busy playing with my nephew and of cos- spending most of the time with the woman of my life, yijuan. :)

Is funny how things come about and how things turn out in the end. I entered year 2 during my time at ITE, not knowing most of my classmates, as most of them are from other classes during year. With only a few of them from my previous class like the SHELL girls (now rename as SHELLY's), haikal, farhan, shafiq,yao kan and teo min. One of my new classmate is a girl who was a secondary sch classmate of June. I've heard about her name and saw her a few times during year 1. I still remember i was staring at her during our year 1 school bowling event and i was telling huishan about her,HA!

I didn't really talk to her as there isn't much chance for me to do so during the first month. After awhile, i tried joining their conversation when she was there talking with the SHELL girls. If i wasn't wrong, her first impression of me was- a pervertic and dirty talker who like to stare at girls (which is quite true, LOL).

I started finding some indirect ways to get her phone number, and during june's birthday- i finally got it!!! I told her to give me her number so i could contact her and tell her more about the birthday plans(actually i was just trying to get her number). Soon after that, i got her msn address, and for a few times- i started the conversation by asking her for mp3 files. We started chatting about our opinian and a lot more stuffs about each other, and realise that we are quite alike in some ways. I name her the female version of leon and gave her a nickname Leona. She name me as the male version of juan and gave me a nickname Juanes. And yeah, this was our first so-called 'secret' that nobody knew about at that time. This happen at the beginning of June 08'.

There was a BBQ for the class at ECP during the end of June 08'. Funny thing was- i went over with her alone. For the first time, we were outside alone. I was quite nervous in some ways. We had our first meal together alone outside at bedok central- chicken rice(it sux thou)!!! Went over to ECP and we 2 rented rollerblades while the rest took bike. We 2 went blading together, she wasnt that good with it and she was HOLDING MY ARM (OMG lor the feeling) !!!! I know is no big deal, but to me it is......soon after, the nice evening ended. The SHELL girls and me went over her place to stay over- and it's the first time i was at her place.

July 08' , vacation is over, school resume. As time goes by, me and her was getting closer each day. I purposely act like i was late for school and waited for her when she was late for classes, so as to meet her and go school together(LOL). We spend most of our time together in school. We are so alike that we speak the same random thing at the same time. This was when we had our second nickname- Twin, B1 and B2.

This is our Twin's Cap

To my precious SHELLY girls:
Yeah, i deny about liking her back then, actually i've been liking her for a long time.

And time passes, we were separated for attachment on oct. On 26th oct 08', i couldn't controlled my emotion and i confessed to her. She was shocked and she said she didnt expect that i like her. Things between us change into something bad, i just had this feeling that we were dragged apart in some ways after my confession. After awhile, i told her please forget about what i've said, be like how we used to be and i'll let go of my feelings over her(it was a lie, i couldnt let it go).

School started on Jan 09', i tried my best to not think about what had happened. I just tried to treat her like how i used to be. Somehow i couldnt.....i showed her a lot attitude, just to cover the feelings i had. There was a few times, she got pissed off over me and we didnt talk to each other for the whole day.

By end of feb, when our ITE life, and us being classmates was about to end. I don't know why, i suddenly told her that i still have feeling for her. She was like giving me a negative reply eg "....". Actually i wasnt expecting anything, i just duno why i told her that.

Soon enough, we've graduated from ITE. I still meet her often.....but i was depressed as i aint sure what is gonna happen to me in the future......
-Will we go separate ways?
-Will we carry on as twins?
-How will my future be?
-How will my life be?

Funny is, things went in the way which i'd least expected(but hoping this most). We were getting closer and closer day by day after we graduated. And yeah.....on 20th april(my first day of school), when i was accompanying her home....she dared me to ask her mum for permission to date her and prove my sincerity for her. She gave me a week to do it, i told her i dont need a week...and i'll do it the next day.

So ya...i was very afraid on the next day....but in the end...i still manage to ask her mum and sister...SO YES!!!! This woman who i've been liking so long is finally officially my GF on 21st april 2009!!! hahahahaha....

YA! I've been using the word HER thru out...the HER was referring to my dearest GF of cos!!

From Leona / Juanes
To B1 / B2
To BB / BB (LOL, we both call each other that)

hehe, so thats abt it.....

To Juan:
I know it is just the beginning for both of us, and we don't know what is gonna happen to us in the future, but that doesn't matter for me right now...For now, i just wanna give you as much love as possible and make you happy all the time. I love you and i wanna thank you for loving me. I'm glad that im with you, and im glad that god let us meet. Let's be so loving that people around us will be envious of us!!! MAUKS!

OPPS! 23.30 alr!! i told dear at 22.30 that i will go do tutorial, and i jus spend 1hr on blogging!! SORRY DEAR!!!!! I GO DO TUTORIAL NOW!!!!!

Laptop down.... and i hate money issue...

2009-05-12T22:55:00.003+08:00

Hi, another noob entry from a noob me. Today is really a bad day, was having fun in class on facebook playing restaurant city and answering quiz from classmates, but suddenly my laptop off itself! I thgt my battery was dead, but it was kinda impossible becos i was charging it when that happen. I tried turning it on again, but no response. I really have no idea why, maybe laptop really sucks(there is no way a laptop can top my Angela).

Talking about Angela, she isn't my scandal nor my relatives. I know it sound kinda lame, but angela is the name i gave my PC. Hahahaha! She is my precious ok! I built her by my 2 own hands and 10 own fingers. Not a top-notch PC compared to those mad crazy pc...but i think it matches most current gaming's highest requirements

here are the specs of Angela:

Motherboard: MSI P35 Platinium
OS: Windows Vista Home Premium 32bits
CPU: Intel Core2 Quad Q9450 2.67Ghz FSB 1333Mhz
RAM: OCZ Ripper 2x2GB Dual-Channel DDR2 1066Mhz
GPU: XFX Nvidia GeForce 9800GX2
SLI: On
PhysX: Asus P1 PhysX
PSU: Gigabyte Superb 720w
HDD: Western Digital 500GB 7200rpm
Keyboard: Razer Tarantula attached with battle-light
Mice: Razer Lachesis
Mice Surface: Razer eXactMat with wrist rest
Gaming Controller: Belkin n52te
Soundcard: Realtek High Defination Audio
Speakers: 2:1 Altec Lansing VS2421
Monitor: LG HDTV 16:9 Widescreen 19"
Headphone/Mic: Sennheiser PC20

Just hoping to upgrade her more soon...

Tmr there is maths online quiz, and my laptop down...great...nice timing.....sigh...

I know life is not just about money, i know money is not everything and couldnt buy anything, but without it...it causes me a lot of unwanted stress. We are humans, we are smart, but we are controlled by a kind of material call paper. When you wanna apply for something, what we need? Fill a piece of junk paper. When we work so hard for long hours, what are we hoping for? End of month when an amount of paper call cash goes into our bank account. When we spend years over years in schools, colleages or some in universities, what are we doing that for? A piece of paper call certification that proves our qualification level.

There are more examples to it, but what i'm trying to tell is...no matter how hard i wanto avoid money issue, after 1 big long walk...i would still go back to that issue and realise that as long as i ain't rich enough, i couldnt be happy nor bring long term happiness to people i cherished around me.

There is nth much i could do now, as i chose to carry on studying-to hope for a better future it will bring me. I'm still a dependent, i will and have to be satisfy with what im given. Even thou it might not be a lot, but i still wanna thank my siblings,mom and uncle for giving me the financial support. Thanks baby for giving me the morale support to move on to this stage. I will do my best in my studies.

PS: Baby, dont think im saying all this is becos of what we've chatted earlier on, it is not about it. You should know that all along i do think this way even thou i dont say this all the time. :)

My week...

2009-05-10T00:25:00.024+08:00

It's a Saturday night, and as usual- juan went home for dinner with her family. I didn't join her this evening, i know she was disappointed with it. I don't know what is wrong with me la, sometimes i felt perfectly fine joining her family for a meal, but sometimes (in fact most of the time) i felt stressed up to the brain. I seriously don't know why i felt this way, sigh.....sorry baby, sorry for making you sad this evening, i apologize for that my dear.

Just to recap my week since i've started this blog not long ago.

Monday
A monday blue mood to school after a long weekend. At night, when i'm sending baby to mrt station, we saw this young little cat...i whistle it and it came to us and play with us. She is so naughty!! she kept pouncing on my feet and bite me...poor me...We played with her for about half an hour and i send baby to mrt station and went home...

here are some pics of the naughty cat.

Tuesday
L.o.L lor this day, need to check our temperature due to H1N1, both morning and afternoon. Need to flash our student card to gain access to school. Some more act high-tech with me lor SP, need go online submit our temperature readings. The interface of that website sucks to the core man! I think i can do much better than it. Press submit, no confirmation replies, i dont even know i've submitted alr or not....lame shit....

After school,went to collect my ez-link with jiawen, and went to cck lot1 to meet baby for dinner. Had the fish fillet rice with special sauce with baby, is nice lor...yum yum! Went to baby's house at around 6pm to take the dvds we've rented as it's due on this day, i have to return it by 9.30pm.

Left at 7.15pm and went to return the disc...got home at around 8.15pm. Goddamn the fucking laptop, damn fucking heavy...tuesday is a long day, but i still love encons tutorial. HA.

Wednesday
Had maths on the first half of the day. Mdm Lee's lecture is great, but there is 1 guy from 01 come and act friendly with me and jiawen. When i reach the class and sit down, he come talk to me- :"Hi, im brian and you are??"
LOL lor, after that still ask us abt ITE stuffs and our backgrounds. Me and banana keep laughing abt it after lecture ends...

Met baby 2.30pm @ yewtee mrt and went lunch @ 166coffeeshop. We pro lor, ate $20 "zu chao". Baby stayed over this day, she kept playing bejeweled2 from my ipod and make big breaks in the records....i feel so noob!!! i got top by her...totally owned!!

check this out!! 90% contributed by her

Thursday
Smoke out after econs lecture to avoid car wash organize by our course committees member. Don't know why my course committees member like to organize so many redundant stuffs and like to use the COMPULSORY word on us.....like i fucking care....lame shit....

Anyway, got home as baby still at my house waiting for me. Reach home at abt 2.40pm, saw bb watching a hk drama...i was so tired and i fell asleep till evening. Baby fixed the crystal on my cap for me!!! and here we are taking some pics of our 'Twin' Caps...hehe

Friday
As usual, woke up early in the morning and went to school via P.R train @ 8.15am. Finished at 3pm and got home at around 3.40pm. Chatted with baby on msn and went to yishun 700+ to eat chicken rice, is nice OK...is worth the trip for me!! Went explore the new extended portion of north point...saw this Adidas white shoe, damn nice man...$99, gonna get it real soon!!! Head home at 8pm, supposedly baby said she dunwan to stay over this night, but last minute she changed her mind, and yeah...she stayed over...but is alright, she have few clothing here to change, contact lens casing and solution..toothbrush..haha! so no worries ya...hehe.

so that's abt it for the week, tmr will be meeting kirk for sun-tanning in the morning. Not sure what to do in the noon and evening.
Might be going to tioman with baby for holiday during june's school vacation if her mum permits it...hehe...
Got to go bathe, if not baby gonna nag me already!! i didnt tell her i dunwan bathe becos i was blogging..LOL..sorry baby..love u!!! maukssss!!!!

My NEW blog!!!!!

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Oh yeah, my blogspot template is done!! Thanks to baby's guides on how and where to edit the codings (becos im a NOOB!!!)

Anyway, this is not a new created blogspot account. It's been here since 2006, but i was kinda lazy to read and decipher the codes for the skin, so i left this account aside for like 3yrs??? OMG lor.............

It's 10am now, baby just woke up......and first thing she want is my ipod touch -.-" ... and i found a bug from bejeweled lor...i can break ur record le lor bb!! everytime say i cant reach level 10.....everytime bully me...sob sob....i know i noob, i extra....

ok, got to go....i've link some of my friends.....gotta advertise my blogspot address on my msn alr...LOL! ciaos

me and baby